I long for a world built on solidarity. But when I take a closer look, I realize I’m not capable of that myself: I don’t know how to build healthy, equal relationships. So, with the help of the camera, I’m exploring the dynamics of my relationships with two people close to me, Mar and Christal. Where does my chronic sense of guilt come from? How can I find my way back to connection? An intimate cinematic-therapeutic journey of discovery.